02nd May 2010
Sunday // 10am // 2 years ago
do you ever think about ur ex still?
i’d be lying if i said no. but i wish it was no. But its more bad stuff than good. i’ve never been so bitter after a break up. Ive been hurt, and it was hard moving on, but never bitter to the point where it kills me to be bitter towards someone. I just have to learn to forgive, and its the hardest when he doesn’t give a crap. Thats with anyone though, how could u forgive a friend who absoloutely shows no sympathy ? Its hard, but I know forgiveness is not about the other person , and its gonna keep draining me if I don’t forgive. Nowadays, only keeping my head high, and looking forward to life is how I keep strong. I hope this won’t be a 6 month thing that I don’t get over this like my sophomore year. The faster i get over it, the faster i’ll be able to be a better person.
These are my thoughts.