22nd Apr 2010
Thursday // 9pm // 2 years ago
deep deep inside, do you think you still have feelings for that guy from sophomore year?
To be honest, I take out the box of his letters sometimes. Its really bad, but it reminded of who I really was . Someone that I could talk to God for hours. I remember at a Christian conference we hugged for a good 10 min, and it was like God was hugging us. Its a different kind of feeling. I moved on, but out of everyone that I commit to, i never look back and say ” wow that was stupid ” Instead I admired my relationship with him, and I hope one day i’ll be mature enough to have a relationship like that. =) He was definently someone special, and he still is special. Hes a great person, a great christian. If you ever met him, he would think he is a one of kind person. And thats not out of feelings, thats out of admiration for the person he is =)
These are my thoughts.