19th Apr 2010
Monday // 9pm // 2 years ago
Psh, I’m sure I won’t do as well as you. xD I’m too stubborn sometimes. :D I’m going to both of course. I always go to both, unless some earthquake hits NY. xD
haha no dont say that ! i was not good . I definently wish I couldve done things different. I gotta say in a year can really make someone mature. I feel like if I went back, I would be able to care for you guys more. The camp itself is very tiring, especially when I got really sick during that day, everything just wore me down. But God helped me get back ontmy feet to go boating and pray with you girls =) so although there is spirtual welfare all the time, prayer is always the strongest thing we can do when we as humans are week. I think camp herald also made me want to be a teacher. Although I wouldn’t be able to obviously preach about God at school, I would reach out to students in a more moral , ethical way. You girls were great, and honestly probably one of the things I miss the most, because everytime I think of you guys, it makes me thin what God can do to people at such a young age. I wish I could go back =(!!!! Maybe next summmerrrrrr ! But keep pushing forward, and even if you are stubborn thats better then not knowing you aren’t stubborn. Its only fixable when people realize what they have to change. Keep praying for the things you can change, and to love people more and keep ur eyes on God especially while serving. It can be joyful but at the same time dangerous ! And i’ll tell you honestly, the reason why i’m not going back this year, is because I feel like God has chosen other leaders, and because my heart still neeeds to cry out for God before leading, so I know God is not calling me to go. So whatever you are struggling with it, I encourage you to pray about it, because only God can heal whatever ur heart is going through , and only He can make you a better leader … ( well only through him ).
And remember , i’m always here for you and the other girls and bbe sure to shoot me a message. I tend to not respond to the spam ones , its just too much ! but when its questions about God or anything, please message me or even call me to pray with you ! it’ll be great ! sorry this was a long msg,… hopefully ur read all of it !
God bless sister !
These are my thoughts.