December 2009
17 posts
“She used to model, she’s done some acting So she weighs a buck ‘o 5...”
– love this songg.. new obseesion
Dec 26th
“ It would be nice to have a man that doesn’t walk away when your hurting”
Dec 26th
“ somedays I feel like i’m not good enough for you”
Dec 22nd
change
I don’t believe that someone ever completes you. I’m a hopeless romantic, but being completed by someone is by far the most obsurd thing i have ever heard. Somebody doesn’t change who you are, you do. You pick and choose which road to go. You have to completete yourself first, grow by yourself, so that we can be happy with someone else.  Everyone wants their spouse to complete...
Dec 22nd
its alright.
I’ve realized I get hurt easily. When i get hurt easily, it feels as though everything else shuts down. Maybe you can call it mood swings, but maybe i’m just a really sensitive person. I don’t regret anything in life, i wish i did things differently, but thats being unrealistic. Sometimes im happy where i’m at, i’m happy that i can grow from mistakes. Sometimes its...
Dec 22nd
kidsonny: babyy….you got so big! daddy missed you!! lol, and the first thing you did was do that “bang” trick I taught you even before I did anything..i’m really happy you still remember me, you made my day. I’m not gonna lie this is SOOO cute. haha glad you came to see maddie. sorry i coulnd’t see youuuu ! but yeah. she did get fat and big. hehe. BANG ! cute profile...
Dec 14th
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Dec 11th
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I just realized its almost January and i’m going to graduate in like 6 months =( I think the thing that scares me the most is people leaving me. And then again.. its the whole college leaving scene that hurts the most for the past 3 years its been the same routine the month of August. I mean i guess everything happens for a reason, weather things don’t work out or things work out.. I...
Dec 11th
Dec 11th
“Today is the day where I feel like crying while I take a shower.”
Dec 7th
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“When I don’t text you back, that doesn’t mean i’ve lost...”
Dec 7th
blah.
Today was an exceptional sunday. Dance was better than i expected it to be. Im just really counting on the last moments of faith I have.. because i’m currently blah about college. I still haven’t heard back from rutgers…needless to say everyone else i knew got in already. What makes it even worst… is that i only got into the camden one so far.. and everything else is...
Dec 7th
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Containing Joy
What exactly is hapiness? Everyone has their own definition of it. I personally don’t like to define my life life with hapiness, but moreso, joyfulness. I don’t think its possible for one person to always be happy, but what I do believe is that for every person, it is possible to always be joyful. I’ve come to realize that both those terms, have very different meaning. Although...
Dec 5th
“Sometimes I wish I can get into your head, so that I can know how you truly feel...”
Dec 4th
According to you  I’m stupid, I’m useless, I can’t do anything right.  According to you  I’m difficult, hard to please, forever changing my mind.  I’m a mess in a dress, can’t show up on time, even if it would save my life.  According to you. According to you.  But according to him  I’m beautiful, incredible, he can’t get me out of his head. ...
Dec 2nd